Monday, November 29, 2010

Faaaaate!!!!!!

I never believed in fate..But i have no idea what i'm doing  here in such a horrible situation  if it is not because of the so called "fate"!!!I should be with my friends and family enjoying my life......
No..it's not about the place..Nobody in their right mind will tell Singapore is a bad place to live...I blamed it all on th country for so looong that it took me 1 whole year to reconsider the situation.....May be the problem is with me.....hmm...very hard for the truth to sink in......Otherwise why is all the bad luck in the world happening to me one after the other...I wish i could take a break!!!!I wish i could walk on the beach,bare legged, with no thoughts haunting me.....Bdw,this is my happy place....:)..I picturize myself walking barelegged on a beach with beautiful white sands and clear blue waters wearing a simple loose white gown...sometimes ,with a second person...:).....Thinking of nothing but the beauty of the nature before me...May be it looks familiar to some of  you...well,I borrowed it from some old music video...Anyway,....if it happens to me in reality someday,then i will consider myself happy...someday!!!!!it seems to be like "never"...!!!But as Justin Bieber says "I will never say never"!!!!!:)

May be the fate that brought me here will take me to my "happy place".....soon!!!!!
Keeping the fingers crossed!!!!!!


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