I am in front of my lappy with a hot cup of morning tea....I looked at the "to do" list on my desktop....a loong list...Strange thing since i'm at the end of my academic year...Never mind!!!!Sigh!!!!
I took a sip from the cup...haaah!!!!perfect !!!!!May be the one perfect thing in my life now....(OMG!!! how pathetic!!!)
I remained staring at the monitor...My mind wandering through yesterday's sequence of events......The interview hall....the questions...the waiting...the walk in the rain as if in trance...the brilliant flash of lightning before my eyes and the big bang that followed......the presentation hall.....Heng Chun Huat!!!!.....the disappointment....!!!...
I dont want to remember that day ...ever ,ever ,ever again.....Wish i had a "forgetting" potion....
Oh...I hear noise from the next room....somebody blowing the nose...It's my roomie waking up....Now....enough of the daydreaming.....Reality in front of me...I have to live my life and face all the hurdles on my own...I might not have any help or even a shoulder to cry on....But i have to live my life....with courage....And one day...one fine day.....I'll see light at the end of the tunnel.......My life will be all bright again!!!!
wow!!!Wonder how long i'll have to walk before i see this!!!!
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